The one who
made the Pleiades and Orion, and turns deep darkness into the morning, and
darkens the day into night, who calls for the waters of the sea, and pours them
out on the surface of the earth, the LORD is his name, -- Amos 5:8
I remember going outside in the twilight and looking up at
the stars when I was a child. There were so many of them! We didn’t have a lot
of street lights, so they were quite visible. I remember seeing those little
diamond-bright lights. It was magical, even as it still is in my memories.
I don’t remember when I learned to find the Big Dipper, but it
was my go-to constellation for several years when I went sky-watching in my
backyard. Then, suddenly, I started studying constellations as a summer project.
I got books on astronomy and tried to memorize the various constellations. Now
and then, I could find the Big Dipper again, along with Cassiopea. But the big
deal was finding Orion, the hunter, with his hourglass/rectangular shape and
belt of three bright stars in a row. From then on, Orion was my guy, my go-to
constellation, and often the one that drew my eye when I looked up. Why? I don’t
quite know, but I recognize him as something there to tell me that some things
are eternal and can be relied on to be there.
Funny, Amos reminds me that God made Orion. It becomes a symbol
of God’s eternal presence in the sky for me to see, even when the street lights
fade out so many other stars and constellations. Orion may have had different
names, but he has been around in the sky for who knows how many millennia. Ancient
Egyptians knew him, as did Greeks and Romans. The word for Orion in Amos is kesil,
meaning “the fool,” and
the Muslim name for the constellation in the Middle Ages was al-jabbar, “the
giant.” Sumerians called it Uruana, or “light of heaven.” When I look at
Orion, I am aware of the millions of eyes that have sought him out over the
ages and felt connected to him throughout history.
I know God is eternal, created Orion, and always present. I
was taught that since my earliest days of Sunday School. Still, on my daily
pre-dawn walks, I found comfort in seeing that constellation in the sky above
me. I was aware of God, but it was like God knew a little visual affirmation
was welcome. Even now, if I go out in the evening for something, my eye always
looks for Alnitak, Alnilam, and Mitaka, the three stars of the belt, and then
for Betelgeuse, Bellatrix, Saiph, and Rigel. Then I thank God for the reminder.
Are there constellations, stars, natural things like rivers,
mountains, trees, or lightning that remind you of God whenever you see them? Is
it reassuring, or is it simply a reminder? There are times when I see kittens, and
they remind me of God and God’s love. Silly, maybe, but reminders never seem to
hurt. Puppies often do the same thing as my river back home and that pine tree
on Monument Hill that I used to love to sit under. Here in the desert, Orion
works that way for me.
Hopefully, one day I will be able to thank God in person for
all the blessings I’ve been given – including kittens, my river, and Orion. There
are other things, too, like good friends, happy memories, gifts, and grace, but
for now, I’ll be genuinely grateful for my shortlist.
Originally published on Episcopal Café as part of Episcopal Journal, Saturday, July 30, 2022.
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