It’s a pain to
wake up in the middle of the night and not be able to get back to sleep. It’s
been happening with more and more frequency these days, and I can’t say that I
like it. I live in a relatively noisy area, where a several-block-long stretch
of asphalt paving and a bit of a distance between stoplights. It appears to be
a prime “Let’s see how fast this bucket of bolts will go” area. Yesterday
morning, just before dawn, I woke up and I couldn’t get back to sleep, but for
once it was quiet outside, unusually blessedly so. All of a sudden, I heard a
bird. The bird had several different vocalizations which kept things
interesting, and I wondered what (I am presuming) he was trying to say. He
chirped, whistled, sang, and then started the whole thing over again. It was
rather entertaining until he moved off to another tree further down the road
from my house and I could not really hear that clearly. I found myself drifting
back to sleep quickly and peacefully.
We live in the desert,
a sort of semi-civilized desert with subdivisions, some trees, and lots of
irrigation systems. We still have birds, different types of birds: little ones,
big ones, everything from hummingbirds to red-tailed hawks, burrowing owls to
eagles. All of them have a specific song or sound, some which you hear often
and some which you don’t. A hummingbird is a small bird, but it makes a rather
loud noise when it wishes to converse. The doves of various varieties have
their individual sounds. In the orange trees across the street, early in the
morning, there is a virtual cacophony of small bird chatter as if everybody
were talking all at the same time. Eventually, it disperses for the day and
then returns in the evening. I think they are sparrows or possibly wrens. I
don’t want to disturb them by going over and asking for ID.
The point is that
it’s lovely to hear birds, even mockingbirds. They are great imitators,
stealing songs from other varieties of birds and incorporating them into their
songs.
Last year my
neighbor had a mockingbird in her orange tree. It was a very possessive bird,
buzzing her and pecking at her and her dog every time they came out on the
porch, about ten feet away from its nest and certainly much higher up than my
neighbor or her dogs could reach. The bird didn’t want them outside at all. The
male bird started blitzing my cats and eventually me as if to say “I’m the boss
and you’re too close to my nest, I don’t care if it is fifty feet or so away.”
It got quite annoying, especially since I was many times larger than the
mockingbird and I was still trying to feed the cats and water the plants while
being bombarded by this possessive feathered kamikaze. Yesterday evening I saw
him again, walking on the roof of my truck, casting his eyes around to see what
was about, and giving my outdoor cat a very hairy eyeball. He didn’t swoop and
peck, but my mind told me that he had that in mind. Still, he was a bird, a bit
aggressive, yes, but still obeying the mockingbird imperative.
God must have had
a good time creating birds and their different songs, and, come to think of it,
dolphins and whales with their own songs, so different from those of the birds.
Each animal and bird has its particular sound or song. It is kind of amusing to think of God, the
especially the stern, judging God that many of us were taught ab0out, having
fun creating things and then picking out songs and sounds for each of them.
House cats certainly don’t sound like lions, but they’re related. Hummingbirds
don’t sound like canaries, but they all started in the same way. God created
diversity, and that’s something I think a lot of times people forget about,
especially when it comes to other people.
Diversity comes
from differences. It comes from a multiplicity of factors, hereditary,
cultural, or environmental.
Thinking of diversity reminds me of the birth of my son. We were in the Philippines, in the
military, and when the time came, I went to the military hospital. When my son
was born, with his blonde curls and blue eyes, he was put in the nursery with
one other blonde-haired blue-eyed baby and several black haired brown-skinned
babies of the Filipino wives of members of the armed forces stationed
there. The Filipino nurses could not tell
the two blonde babies apart without looking at the name bracelets but were very
deft at getting the Filipino-American babies to the right parents without
checking the tags. I’d heard people say that certain groups of people (mostly
white folks) couldn’t tell individuals of other races apart, but, like a lot of
things I learned in the Philippines, I found the same things in different
groups. It was a lesson in diversity for me.
So why is it I
(and a lot of others) seem to have such trouble with diversity? To me, it feels
like we are trying to create, or maybe maintain, differences that give one
group superiority over others based on physical characteristics like race or
some other variations.
God created
diversity. It seems reasonable that God created diversity for the variety of
it. I don’t think God created humans and animals to fight among themselves,
although they do. And birds and animals, males compete to attract females so
they can mate and pass their genes on to the next generation. Humans seem to
struggle to prevent acceptance of diversity for somewhat the same reason. It’s
a protection mechanism and also a preservation of the status quo.
I think this week
I’m going to be listening to the birds a bit more. I want to watch that cheeky
mockingbird and listen to it song just before dawn. I want to think about the
coos of the doves that I often hear in the evenings and the sound of the wind
blowing through the leaves of my trees. I want to enjoy the diversity of life
around me, even the neighborhood kids that sometimes get a little rowdy. I need
to learn to see the God-presence in differences, be it bird, animal, or human,
and treasure it as a gift from God to keep us all interested, involved, and
accepting of all the differences this world (and others) offer us. I’ll just
start small, though.
God blessOriginally published on Speaking to the Soul on Episcopal Café Saturday May 18, 2019.
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